..Tainted..

I don know if I love you
I don know if I am mad
I know you will hurt me
One day n never come back

Love s something
I want from you
But will you give?
it is a question.

But I am nothing
but a rag doll for you
Whom you will one day
sate your eagerness with

My thoughts are muted
and so are my feelings
My life is not a compromise
I wish you could read 
My heart and see

My likeness for you
Lust is something
You want to quench
But will I be another gal 

In your life is the question
I don know if life will treat me well
I don know if my conscious
Will forgive me

What I did cannot be changed
But I do know that
It will teach me a lesson
A lesson which i will
never forget in my life.

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