..Unleashed..

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages . It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ' m aybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". - Neil Gaiman

How silent is your silence Is it as silent as mine How cold is loneliness How empty is your heart Just as empty as mine Cold and cumbersome The Old is gone replacing every new space the stand for right the guiding light wrong statement of trusted hurting my very pores will it subside? I am silent for my good I am silent of my love I am silent for every reason that I haven't heard from my mouth As silence dies into laughter & solace And silent stays When your there Stuck in my thoughts That can never be ERASED.

I don know if I love you I don know if I am mad I know you will hurt me One day n never come back Love s something I want from you But will you give? it is a question. But I am nothing but a rag doll for you Whom you will one day sate your eagerness with My thoughts are muted and so are my feelings My life is not a compromise I wish you could read  My heart and see My likeness for you Lust is something You want to quench But will I be another gal  In your life is the question I don know if life will treat me well I don know if my conscious Will forgive me What I did cannot be changed But I do know that It will teach me a lesson A lesson which i will never forget in my life.

I need you I swear I do Every breath of my day I spend thinking of you Your so far and busy I wish if you could know How much I love you You made my life so meaningful I sit n think of nothing But YOU. I feel like reaching out to touch you To tell u how every tear down my cheek Has only your name The way your very touch makes me feel so special And the pain, That kills me inside is that You fail to see how much I love you That every girl in your life is the same I don make a difference in them Wish I could show you the difference In loving and liking someone. Love cannot be painted in colors alone Even beautiful words and emotions are needed Your life is yours own And so is my life alone To make this life beautiful I will need a measure of everything Of love, life, happiness, joys All of it even the sorrows. You believe me but still I doubt I’m s confused whether you Really love me or not Everything...

Hmmm broken hearts and broken dreams is something that i have in common, something that always perturbed me...well you see i din blv in dis so called LOVE thing but i did hav lots and lots of these dates or short sweet n bitter flings dey werent memorable until now..... I hav indeed broken many hearts not meaninglessly of course but wen I look back now i feel the pinch of what used to happened den.....ironically everyone considers it the ' trend '.not that my heart wasnt broken by any body either. From what i learnt recently this i what i got to say......   Love is thoughtful Love is kind Love is something I could always cherish inside Its not a memory Its not a lie Its more than a feeling inside How much love is cannot be measured Only told by a kiss & a sweet bye Which you ask for and i deny I love you more than words can say And ill love you till the end of my days No matter how much you ignore the words I say Your each line is felt somewhere Whether your there ...

Does a small 15 days fling affect you when your a teenager of 14 years??? Yeah i guess so..... especially if you consider it as your first love....sigh.....but before you get me wrong I dint mean everything that includes church bells ringing. I'm talking about the first kiss, the time spent walking hand in hand and feeling your heart tingle at the name of this guy. Exactly, such beautiful feelings doesn't really live long, so even my journey of this special love lasted only 15 days. Bad luck? you can say it again and again cos I'll agree with you. But they were the most memorable 15 days........ It all started with the church food fest, I was trying to be busy arranging a candle game near my groups games area. As the programs started, I noticed two guys staring at me. It was kinda weird, I turned away ignoring them. But my intuition kept nagging me about something that was strikingly familiar about one of the two. I was busy watching the participants rack thei...

Have you ever thought about thinking twice before falling in love with someone?? Has it ever crossed your mind that the man your gonna fall in love with is even worth the trouble your taking? Or are you going to wait and do a background check? I mean seriously thinking about it gives me a shock!....I am in this country from two to three years but thinking of the men that have come and gone just makes me think where each one of them worth it???....... Reasons for breakup given by guys or I have concluded: 1. too engrossed with friends ( in short get ignored without a word for months!!) 2. was too hurt by my previous one, was expecting you to understand!!! 3. too doped to remember I was his girlfriend 4. I hate your dressing sense, I think your cousins just fine! 5. revenge 6. long- distance...you dint expect me to cry to the whole world that Im sad ur gone ( after 1 year) 7. All I wanted you was to sleep with you. (cos ur hot!!) 8. Baby Im so sorry it just happ!!!......cant you forgive ...

I ws standn in d middle somewher, U came along n showed me the way, In ur compny i stood so safe, Nt a lions snare could come my way. Then i loved u more n each way, Little more than a growin rose bud, Wid it came d thorns more sharper, Left us bleedin widout a potion. Now we are tending our flower never to let it die, Jus bcos 1 of us 4got to water it, Doesn mean der s no love, affection or life, Each fight n argument gets us more closer, Just like each sunrise reminds u more of college time. Ur anger howva smal makes me cry n ur luv makes me smile, Ur each eye is just like chocolate divine, But forgiving nature reminds me of how small i am, Love is what i got frm u n love s wot il giv bac, By card, horse ride or spendin time it ll still not do justice to our hearts each entwined.

A poem to the loved one I picked his call I spoke to him Laughed for a lifetime Till tears begin to fall Could not stay away Not away from his love Confused and cornered Loved and pampered He picked me up Choosy and cranky Cuddled in his arms I stay calm and composed Love is something I feel Everytime I see him Close to his troubles I feel the pain of loosing him We argue for small things Too small to be forgotten For his love is overflowing Quick to forget Slower to doubt Calmer when asked to justify But ever ready to defend All sums up to make One hell of a stubborn boyfriend.

I want to be someone's candy girl To be nudged and pampered upon To be held up high And thrown in the sky. I want to be someone's candy girl To be loved and cared for No need to cry and crave anything Just be self contained for more Could I be your candy girl? So you could shower gifts on me To be treated important And left with not a single tear Can I be the porcelain doll? That sits so high and clear It looks so expensive yet so dear But damn Ill need an admirer Could i be your credit card sir? So I could carry the notes To be so sleek and yet neat I will still be of great value dear Could I be your candy girl? So that you can bank on me Even if age unfolds on me I will still be your walking stick As i'll still be there for you my dear.