..Unleashed..

Its cold and chilly, Mumbai by night does that to me, everything's a haze, I feel it creep into me, making me still as it goes by, it can't subside now, the feeling's just too great, numbing me whole till I die. Copyright Raksha D'Souza

Copyright Google Images "Talli hai yeh zameen... Talli hey aasman... Sabh talli hai yahaaan.." Chorus: "Ek main hoon aur ek tu...... I wanna be with you..... tere peeche main.... mere aage aage main..." - Ek main aur ekk tu title song I think the one word that caught my attention was 'talli"......funny huh! This song transported me to the last time I partied a bit too hard. That was a memory to keep with me for the rest of my life. It was somewhere in the month of November, when my very close friend came to Amchi Mumbai to spend time with his friends and catch up with me of course!!! What I had not expected was to get sloshed so bad. Looking back at the events of that day....we definitely had an amazing time....I haven't danced like a crazy freak since that day....Do I remember in the dirty details? Duh.....of course!  But I think Ill tell you the main reason for me to loose my head, first of all I had not eaten a singl...

 © Google Images The 15th of January 2012 was a day of Glitz, Glamour, and Spunk. My sister got married to one of the most eminent bachelors in Mangalore. It all started off three years ago when my sister wanted to get placed right after her graduation. So she met Mr. HR Manager for her job placement.....and that was it....that is all it took for him to fall in love. Love at first sight huh! But on the other side, the scenario was different......guess whom my sister finds to introduce to my dad? Her placement manager.....n y? Because he is NOT my boyfriend......and he never stood a chance according to her.....for reasons unknown to me... And before they even knew it was.....band,baaja,baaraat.....can u believe it? Sigh...even I could not believe that my sister could even think of getting hitched soo soon......if it was a guy I could say "MAN DOWN! MAN DOWN!" but unfortunately.....I cant....what would I say??? Hmmm......I haven't thought of it yet.......At least I...

Blogging?? I blog to tell what I feel....to have every sentiment of mine bought forward in words or verses. I am a frustrated little soul that cannot shut-up when any emotion passes through my life. There will be some thought or the other bugging me. It could range from anything to everything....a friend could say something mean just for FUN!! but for me it would hurt a million times over or to something as minute as the different shades of a car. Weird huh! Life is too short they say, to muse over trivial things but my brain functions in the default mode where I have to think and think and over-think about any situation a hundred times over. For example, three days before I traveled to my sisters wedding I sat and thought about the one thought that kept nagging me. I had suddenly started to feel like as though I had lost my sister, I had a big problem with sharing her with someone else permanently. I mean she was MY sister!! wasn't she??? Sigh....so i kept my head wound up...