..Nightmare..

Before I go
I wanna let you know
about what I felt
when I was alone
When I needed someone
and you weren't there
the times I cried
and the times I wished
you to be there

Love, life leave everything aside
for now as I don't lie
I dreamt terrible nights
for you were bitten to die
by the sand pipers lie
I woke up and cried
tried to tell you my foresight
but you weren’t there
and I don't know why

Today I sit away from you
thinking why did I try
It wasn’t my heart in pain
But just a foresight
a cruel mind playing games
high and low and everything sane
So I decided to give up
maybe you will tell me
one day, if it was worth
wasting my time.