..Unleashed..

These were all the poems I had written for my portfolio. I hope you liked them. Would love some feedback. :) Will be writing some more soon......Thanks to all my friends who read them over and over again and helped me edit them. xoxo

The wind piercing cold, teeth chattering away, I try to focus on, my journey home. Every shadow a secret, every noise alarming me, but the moving world, a confusion. Trying to hold on, a huddle of warmth, even a candle burns, but the heat unnerves. I reached my home, a place so dark, even the walls are deaf, Cos I have cried aloud. Now the secret is out, even they know it,   it's my biggest fear, of being lonely.

Youthful innocence heartbreaks rake me holding my pillow tight I need that support I can’t help feeling sad Tears running down Should I tell him Should I ask him Why? What did I do? Did I deserve it? Here I sit all alone my diary an empty page my phone a deaf tone my heart a quiet ache Slowly and stealthily I get up, I move over I got to make it But can I really What’s there that side a garden of thorns a piercing sting don't want that again so here I am Today I stand to say Bend over baby No more will I cry alone With nothing but a pillow To wipe my tears away While you enjoy With friends around I'm over this phase I have a life to live Can’t waste it on the past A new day is here And its bound to have Something better than yesterday.

From my heart I shall write again of saga’s untold for your eyes & mind your my inspiration your my smile everything about you Is purely heavenly divine On the dinner table sits a couple close every emotion yet to be told nothing burns brighter than the blazing eyes the setting is kind the feeling is right but I wish only the truth To a random eye Love sparks a flame But in reality The meaning fails They are but embers Left overs of great fires That burned to chars All in its wake The secrets it holds The pain pierces through Still the smiles are held Its no more simply Love unconditionally Its life in itself a paradox of Jealousy and suspicion.

The fields I ran through, the roses that grew, the cricket we played, with the little we knew. Flowers shawls and grass roots, were in those days a game too, and washing up afterwards, was like bathing anew. The things we did, the times we cried, the memorable ones, will forever be alive. The smell of pomfret the lotus’s we loved the colours that flew were all on playground too. Times haven’t changed us, nor have we tried, but nothing can change us not even the ego inside.

Before I go I wanna let you know about what I felt when I was alone When I needed someone and you weren't there the times I cried and the times I wished you to be there Love, life leave everything aside for now as I don't lie I dreamt terrible nights for you were bitten to die by the sand pipers lie I woke up and cried tried to tell you my foresight but you weren’t there and I don't know why Today I sit away from you thinking why did I try It wasn’t my heart in pain But just a foresight a cruel mind playing games high and low and everything sane So I decided to give up maybe you will tell me one day, if it was worth wasting my time.

to bid for something, that can’t be bought to ask a question, yet to be answered to search for something, yet to be discovered to dream of someone, yet to be met to set a goal, yet to be achieved to fight a battle, yet to begin to cry for someone, yet to be lost to love someone, yet to love you back to hate someone, yet to really hurt you to keep a secret, yet to be told to console someone, yet to break down and to correct someone, yet to be wrong That's what life s about, just another roller-coaster ride.

I’m letting you go, Cos I know your safe, having second doubts, but you know the way. Your older & wiser, that is what they say, but your my little baby, and will always remain. You were ten years old, when I let you grow, ride a cycle home, and do homework alone. But time travels by, now we are here, walking down the aisle, and you say “It’s time”. I'm trying to let go, but it’s still so hard, watching my baby walk, towards her new life. Now your far away, away from my eyes, but I know your alright, when I heard the baby cry. Your now a mother, a woman of fruit, seeing you work hard, throws me apart. But "its time now" that is what they say I'm older and wiser But I don’t want to give you away.

My misery is mine alone You dint buy it or take it on loan You were so happy when I came All the promises were just to gain You bought my trust by empty words I have nothing to say to you again All your happiness will change to pain Because you chose right but in vain Now in solitude you left me alone I hope I will survive this time again I remember your words and their weight They hurt soo much I have nothing but tears to gain I sat worried my whole day through Thinking what you would have to go through Wishing and wondering how will time pass through Don’t show me your pity or don't even think of me I’m not your charity case or your clay doll at play I hope my words you will never forget Because you broke a heart that never mended You held a hand that is now empty And you stopped my words today Like just the way you made it start Love was your game to play And I conceded to be fair Who knew you would stab a knife For...