..Unleashed..

There came a time in my life where I  thought or assumed that I had to do the right thing. So I gave up all my childish ways and thought like an adult. I started to see my life through the eyes of my parents because according to me that was the right thing to do. But what I didn't see coming my way was the storm that has now brought me to a position where I don't know the difference between right and wrong. If I follow my heart I'll hurt everyone around me and if I follow the way of my parents I'll never be happy. Well, that s what love does to us. I am starting to lose every bit of sanity on what is the right way out of this problem. Which weighs heavier religion or the happiness of the mind? Well, I'm tired of asking these questions since nobody has the right answer for me. So I'm going to wait till the last minute and then destroy myself when I can't bare the hurt alone. They say one should accept change when it comes your way but I'm t...

Sometimes I lie quietly in bed       The noise decreasing slowly   I think of happy thoughts To lull myself to sleep The memories are bright  Colorful and happy I yearn for the moment I raise my hand to feel But they pass by I try to touch and catch They slip away too quickly The sands of time whisked away I feel an ache somewhere  It grows stronger and stronger I turn and toss trying hard But the tears fall after all  I’m wide awake now But the fear in me grows  The shadows are gone Taking away my soul.